But now, I see the world came tumbling down after me.
Boyfriends are there. But friends are the one who are true.
Laila, Please take me to Cambodia? The hot burning sun doesn't matter and is nothing compared to this burning pain in my hear. haiz.
I want it over, but HOW? Ya Allah tell me how?
It's so impossible. But I know it's possible. Why do I need to love that boy so much when all he cares is family, career, prospects and car?
Four months away from each other. With no source of connections to reach through him. HE BLOODY GIVE ME TWO FUCKING MISS CALLS JUST NOW AND I FUCKING DIDN'T HEAR IT. I was praying hard that he would call again. But he doesn't! I can't even call back!
FUCK FUCK FUCK. I REALLY HATE THIS AND CANNOT TOLERATE THIS ANY FURTHER!
I REGRET TO BE WITH A SOLDIERRRRRRRRRRR. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK. FUCKING REGRET.
SUCK BALLS.
Tell me, do I deserve this kind of life? I AM FUCKING SICK OF LIFE.
HATE IT.
FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK #%#$#%#$#$#%@#$
Make me yours tonight, Let me die in your arms;
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