I carve YOUR name in my heart; PERMANENT.

Wednesday, January 30, 2008

Alhamdullilah.
The Semestral Project presentation went on smoothly without any technical hindrance.
Just that, midmost of my presentation, I get the jitters and I can feel my tummy doing somersaults.
But, I can feel that my voice was storming the whole lecture theatre. I was LOUD.
And I wish it's taken as a credit. heeee.
Just after completing the whole semestral project, I realise that the whole yada yada on patent was quite fascinating and political debates between intellectuals will never end.
It's really up to ones perspective to give up or not to give up patent.
Oh boy. I'm good in this patent issue already. LOL.

So, this is the full strength in my class. the one with a blue lanyard is my module lecturer.

and the girls...

not forgetting, the boys...

pardon me if they acted like escaped monkeys ok. heeeeee.

and the closeup of Daniel Ang Jing Ming who wished to do nose job and be a model one day...

and the bridge liked structure we pretend to be...

and the "Oh honey look! I'm jumping!"

and the caught in act chun sen...

and the formal us [:

Oh and it's too good to be true.
Mr Allen Liew, our mentor's idea hit my head real hard.
He treated us for lunch, setting a limit of maximum $5.50 per person.
Ok. Maybe he's not so bad afterall. haha.

Make me yours tonight, Let me die in your arms;
10:56 PM

Sunday, January 27, 2008

Sentosa was f-f-u-u-n-n.
It greatly helps me feel away from the school load stress a while.
At least a while is better than never (:

Trip to sentosa with sweetheart, pye and wati was a spledid one.
Pye which is sweetheart's platoon mate was a hillarious chap.
And his gf, wati is a nice person too.
Though I just known her for a day, we talked like we known for long.
Soaking in the sun and enjoying the feeling of getting soaked in the cold seawater was such an antidote man.
Oh and I was extremely disguested with big man with huge belly hidden under very small brief.
What in the world are they thinking? yucks.
Oh and you dont't have to look sexy to be the sexiest woman on earth.
For me, just as you feel sexy and got the brains with that appealing looks, you are already sexy.
It's the inner which is important.
Cleavages are never a factor to look sexy.
And when guys saw cleavages on you and they want you,
you should know what they want.
Why not being wanted for the inner sexiness in you, rather than the outher sexiness in you?
Cause, that outer sexiness in you will not last my dears.
Sorry if anyone feels offended by this.
I'm just speaking my mind off cause, nowadays I have been seeing too many cleavages revealed freely.
What has the world turn to heh? Some free obscene living coming strips? idk.

So, after the beach therepy, went for the luge and skyride
where sweetheart dropped his flip flops and luckily retrieving it back.
And went camwhoring in the beautiful imbiah lookout.
But some parts were out of bound from entering. Thus, restricting out camwhoring session. hee.
Went dinner at vivo together later and after that, both partners waved goodbye.

So, sweetheart followed me to orchard to find mother a bag.
Yesterday was my dearest beloved mother's birthday.

Oh and yey.
I'm going attachment soon, very very soon.
I want to be out from that school so badly now!
FAST FORWARD pls.

random pickings:

Make me yours tonight, Let me die in your arms;
2:38 PM

Monday, January 21, 2008

hockey training conducted few days was okok lah.
Just that, I will asked the person in charge or whoever it may concern,
if by right is the training actually for the national players or for us.
If it's for them, I might think twice attending it.
Attending it will just make me feel left out again just like that day.
So, no point attending it if all the focus are on them.

As usual, school has never fail to drive me crazy.
As time passes, sch work and stuff are really making me nuts i tell you.
I suffered major time constraint that I have to try hard to steal each and every second of my time that I'm left with to meet sweetheart.
As you know. I have to work at cafe, attend school, teach as a tutor, attend cca, do reports and assignments and not forgetting, study for exams. Supergirl or what heh?
People say I'm crazy. lol. yes, I am.
And bloody eoy exams are drawing bloody near. Terrified, I am.
I have not yet even started doing my revisions. Yet, I still volunteered to work during cny eve and cny itself, which was just two days before my exam.
Now, that's what you call crazy. lol.
Thus, an early revision is in the top list currently.

Everything run on smoothly on Sunday.
Enjoying the evening breeze together at east coast is heaven on earth.
Sweetheart with family and Iffah is now my temperory drug for my stressful lifestyle.
With Iffah around, everything feels so beautiful and cheeful.
No wonder all married couples long for children after marriage.
It really add colours to your dull mundane life.
So, after east coast, went to parkway for lunch.
Followed by far east since I wanted to find formal top for my presentation.
I look like I'm wearing sumo oversize shirt if I wore my old one. haha.
Then headed to abah house and had fun playing with syeza and sarah.
I can consider being a childcare teacher man. lol.
I'm really good in tolerating children craps and nonsence (:

I want to get married
and have three children.
Oh thats so random. lol

iffah sgt cute kan.

lagi cute.

They are my golf coaches.

us.

Oh before I forget!
*beam with joy*
See the boons side of my blog.
Haizad imran. Saw that?
It's been there since this blog had it's first entry.
OMG. Experiencing major adranaline rush already.
*screams*
My jaw almost drop and my heart skip a beat when I saw that guy right behind me.
*screams again*
OMG again.
He's a damn hot hunk, I tell you.
In fact, he looks even better outside.
A friend of mine told me that he's taking up advance diploma in nursing in nyp.
OMG again and again.
Look with wits is what I call HOT uh. lol.
Ok enough. My bf will eat me alive if he saw this. lmao.

lab report is bitch.
okbyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Make me yours tonight, Let me die in your arms;
2:47 AM

Sunday, January 13, 2008

See this:

and this

Ok. So these proves that I've given him an extra extra extra chance.
Not out of symphaty or watsoever.
It's just because I still love and care for him.
But, obviously, after what he did to me, my feelings for him might have deteriorate a little.
In fact, any girls might have just dumped him for all those sins committed.
Lucky Salma, Suren, Hanisah and Lipen was there for me when I'm on my worst state ever.
My eyes are blind and my ears are shut now.

And the last time I saw sweetheart was last Sunday, the day we patched things up and starts everything afresh.
He doesn't even know when he's able to see me.
Reason because he have to instruct those new recruits entering NS in Tekong.
And its for 6 pathetic months!
Oh boy. Though I'm still a little bit mad with him, no doubt that I am going to miss that loverboy.

School drives me mundane.
I am going to work xtra hard for the coming end of yr though i've passed all modules.
Can't be too complacent yah.

Okbye people.

Make me yours tonight, Let me die in your arms;
5:51 PM

Tuesday, January 08, 2008

I HATE YOU FUCKER!

Make me yours tonight, Let me die in your arms;
1:41 AM

Friday, January 04, 2008

I HATE YOU. I HATE YOU. I HATE YOU.
Read between the lines.
It's still I HATE YOU.
UNDERSTAND?!
You're the worse nightmare which had entered my life,
painted pretty colours and poured sweet nothings to me.
Later, pricked my heart with the sharpest thorn you had.
Just kill me than doing this to me.
You better make up for everything that you had done or we are over.

Alhamdullilah.
I passed all te six modules I sat for common test.
I thought I would failed two of the killer papers that would be a barrier for me to go for attachment.
But alhamdullilah, I passed.
I am really contented.
Syukur Alhamdullilah.

Make me yours tonight, Let me die in your arms;
9:28 PM

Wednesday, January 02, 2008

In the spur of a moment, suddenly,
I had the strongest abhorrence towards one of my top devotion,
Dino Alfian.
The dissolution was just way too abrupt.
But frankly speaking, it hasn't end. Just that, it's hanging in midair.
When people asked "How are you and your bf?"
My definitive answer would be "Ok lah. Fights are normal" or even a more disdainful answer "Don't ever ask".
You see, we fought way too much and I am so getting sick over heels with it.
It's only the start of a new year and we had another toungue clash.
Thinking of it only are already enough to make me all run down.
I will just keep on praying that things will be better.
Insyallah.

Make me yours tonight, Let me die in your arms;
12:10 AM