I carve YOUR name in my heart; PERMANENT.

Monday, April 30, 2007

THIS IS LIKE FINALLY.
FINALLY i've updated.
or this blog might just waiting for mould to grow as it's collecting dust.
Life has been quite okeh for now.

15 April 2007
Eversince sweetheart return from taiwan,
he sort of change a bit.
not in the terms of anger management.
But, the forgive and forget part has improved a bit.
& he bought me a three pairs of footwares, a shirt which appears too big for me actually and a surfer's brand bag.
Thank you very much sweetheart.
but the most important thing is that you're back here safe.
Spent the one whole week meeting him.
& we spent really quality time together.
went school carnival, window shop together, movie marathon together, seafood pigging out, swimming and jogging & many more.
paying up for all the lost time.
i love you sweetheart.

19 April 2007
right after school,
went to meet sweetheart.
celebrating his birthday together on that day.
so i dragged him to far east since i remembered he really this pair of pointed leather shoes, costing a $100.
then, we hit swensens and had dinner there.
when night enters,
we just sat outside esplanade to kill time.
i actually surprised him with a slice of tiramisu cake that i quicly bought for him at anderson's ice cream while he's in the gents.
forced the earpiece into his ears and i played the song that i took three hours to search for.
he blew the candles off and then everything is heaven. [:

kayso,
yesterday, went out with sweetheart's side family members.
including baby iffah darling. [:
sweetheart's mum bought me a new white levi's watch.
it's the latest design from levi's.
& she says that is my birthday gift in advance. haha. thanks mama.
& sweetheart bought me a silver Ipod NANO.
& he claims that is for our one year anniversery gift. sweetness. [:
thank you very much sweetheart. ily.
passed iffah her belated birthday gift & she was practically hitting the fishes which moves in circles with the fishing rod instead of catching it. haha.
then, went to loyang cause one of them had foot message.
&amp;amp;amp; later dinner at banquet. i had chicken rice. yum.
then arcade. & home sweet home.

randomly:

lol. badan sek habis.

baby iffah haus laa.

see my new specs & abg gave me new spongebob bag. hehe.

us

hotness in my eyes.

mama had henna in the school carnival.

bus 179.

Happy Birthday Sweetheart.

Happy Birthday baby iffah [:

bugis.

taman ros restaurant.

mata iffah mata. HAHA.

CUTE

much love,
umairah

Make me yours tonight, Let me die in your arms;
11:41 AM

Thursday, April 12, 2007

New layout alright.
Spent hours doing it until my hairs drop. Okeh bedek habis.
I am still waiting for Rayson to call.
Hopefully will only start the new job on the 26 April.
I still have yet to spent more time with sweetheart.
making up for the lost time we had. grrrrrrrrrr.
School is opening real soon & i still have not buy my school books.
I am so not looking forward to the re-opening of school.
That dumb moronic cafe still has not given me my pay.
& McDonalds cheated on my pay by giving me only $1.92.
Macam knn cb sial.
%$@#$%#$^#$@%
Ah okey, i don't want to bother dulu.
Now, i am only waiting for sweetheart to be back on this sunday.
I swear I am counting every seconds in the world.
I can't sleep really.
Ey okey. Have to get changed and meet ayu later to jog.
I AM LATE!

Make me yours tonight, Let me die in your arms;
7:47 PM

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

Oh
Recently, I find it a burden to constantly update my blog like I used to.
So many things had happened in such a short time.
The three days Expresso training was really an experience for me.
The art of coffee making is vast.
A talented barista can never be created in just a month.
it takes donkey years to be one.
i learnt how to make a beautiful latte, cappucino and flat white.
the beauty of the coffee depends on the steam/frosted milk with no bubbles. hee.
making flat white is quite a struggle for me.
i am so looking forward in starting this new job of mine. haaaa.
& now, i get so easily irritated by anything and everything.
out of the blue moon, i will feel like biting someone ears and started to pull my hairs.
i really don't know why. $^%^%#^$#
& i find him very very fcuking irritating.
it is like, he's following everywhere i go and talking abnormally to me.
& he will constantly asking me, " mai are you okeh? you need some rest. you look so tired you should sit. mai why you look so angry. "
& he will give me messages saying minor stuff.
I AM SOOOOOOOO STRESS UP WITH HIM!
I just need some space in between please.
I need some air to breath.
GIVE ME A BREAK PLEASE.

Just an unforgetable experience that i will never forget.
I really freaking don't know that the two girls in the course were actually a lesbian couple.
one of them were freaking nice to me.
there was one incident when she offered to wash my jug, threw the bubbles from my froth, insisting of me following her to the pool and hold the umbrella for me.
no doubt, i didn't have any thoughts of her as a lesbian.
not until when am told me she's actually a lesbian.
& this girl actually ask if i'm straight or also a lesbian.
& if i have any feelings for any girl before.
& she says my face doesn't look like i'm totally straight.
like wth. i was so freak out man.
am told me she LOVE malay girls.
Let me get this clear,
I AM STRAIGHT PLS. THANK YOU.
There is so many weird people in this world.
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
&& sweetheart is coming back this sunday!
I can't wait like &*$%^#$^.
I am soooo excited macam beruk please.
I miss him terribly.
HAHA. okeh that's so random.
okehbye.

I am straight [:

much love,
umairah.

Make me yours tonight, Let me die in your arms;
3:13 PM

Tuesday, April 03, 2007

My head is reaaallllyyy heavy now.
I feel like i'm floating in the air right now.
for the first time, my knees felt so weak.
i'm struggling on every single energy i have to move those limbs.
this high fever is getting terrible.
my body feels like a baking oven inside until i vomited out red blood.
i never felt so weak in my entire life.
i guess, i have been too tired juggling three jobs at a time.
leaving me to no rests at all for the whole entire holiday.
i just want to enjoy myself with dear sweetheart.
it's ages since i saw him.
please come back soon sweetheart.
i am missing you badly here.
kaybye.

Make me yours tonight, Let me die in your arms;
2:04 PM