I carve YOUR name in my heart; PERMANENT.

I apologized for the speed this blog is running. lol.
The thought of updating it is getting more and more apathetic.
Piling lab reports, tutorial assignments and the never ending class tests are making me so mentally fatigue.
Hey wait. Have I always been complaining about this?
Oh well :)
And to all my dearest homo sapiens,
I apologized again for not being able to add live to this blog with the presence of photos.
Reason being it that my cousin borrowed it from me for a couple of weeks for her hong kong trip.
Cousin, you better bring me back something ok? lol

Oh and my face is such an appalling view.
I get sunburn on my face. HELP PLS!!!!!!!!!!!!
The day after the wooden shoe game,
I felt a burning sensation on my face. Just to know that the next day, I was strike with bad sunburnt.
Mr. Sun hasn't been kind to us during the game. I swear the sun was scorching hot. I can feel the heat penetrates through my skin down under my meat and biting it all over.
Eventhough we lose, I still glorify the experience i had there.

People say, fights are really normal in a relationship.
If you don't fight, then something is wrong.
Fights somehow made both both parties more smittened.
BUT when you fight TOO much,
Obviously something is very very veryyyyyy wrong.
And it happens to me.
The words " I need a breakup," is dwelling inside me and rebelling to be divulged.
But, I'm lucky that I've locked it in a safe cage and threw away the key in the nearby sea.
Why sacrifice away all the good times we had when bad times appears right? After a year and six months going through the thick and thins together, surviving like a grasshopper in a cold, I want to quit.
No, I can't.
And alhamdullilah. Things are getting better now after both of us compromised and talk it over. I really hope this is forever and not temporary.

xoxo
umairah

Make me yours tonight, Let me die in your arms;
12:00 PM

Have you ever feel that for all this while,
you had actually made a wrong choice?
But, when that guilt came touching you as you made eye contact with him,
you're like hypnotized and everything turns perfect though it wasn't.
You pretend and told yourself that his banes were actually boons.
It's like a cycle.
You fought and keeps on complaining to your comrades that he's a whore ruining your life.
Yet, you keep on giving chances after chances,
Tolerating everything he did which will just tear off your heart leaving it to bleed.
Now that once a 75 kg girl has heard everything.
And confusion occupied her inside.
Hopefully, Allah will show her the right path and not another stupid mistake.
Guys will always be guys.
But, that girl still have to live no matter what happens.

Make me yours tonight, Let me die in your arms;
2:48 AM