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Sunday, April 23, 2006

FCUKINGLYtiredd`

urgh. i am typing this entry using to my last bit of energy. i am FCUKINGLY tired and i just feel like sleeping for another 24 hours without getting worried over assignments and projects. frankly, i totally despise my poly life. it sucks, totally. if school starts at 8 am on that day, then i have to rise at 5.30am. i totally hate super thursday. its starts at 8am and ends at 6pm. imagine, stuck in a lecture room for 2 fcuking hours! it totally sucks. yarh, i am super worried for myself. i wonder if i will be able to juggle my school load well enough to get into any local/overseas universities. taking engineerings maths, comm skill, physical chem, inorganic chem, material sci, thinking skills and matlabs. all to juggle on two hands-phew.

so now, basically i am half awake, half asleep already (( : worked from 12.30pm to 7.30 pm at my own store. then, went for attachment at another different store from 8pm to 2.30am. after work, thon with es amour until 7.30 am. wasn't unsure about my schedule for the next day, i called Yenni. so, went to work back at 8 am in my own store. my eyebags are fcukingly obvious by then. without one whole day of sleep! urgh.

okays. i need to sleep now. goodnight.

much love,
umairah
xoxo

Make me yours tonight, Let me die in your arms;
9:21 PM

Sunday, April 16, 2006

PANDAwannBe (( :

Ohh. i look myself at the mirror and mistook myself with a panda. the so dark circles under my eyes are making me look like a SO-SLEEPY-AND-NEED-100HOURS-OF-SLEEP-PANDA! Basically, had been working very hard to earn an extra bucks for my poly stuffs. life has been VERY expensive for me nowadays. i was told by my classmates to fork out a 30-40 bucks for our lecture notes. i almost flip! and those notes are used notes from our seniors. it's not even a fresh oe. urghh` So, yesterday, went to wcp for attachment and o.t. work till 2.30am and was half dead already. lols. my uniform stinks like hell. lols. then, being cheeky, i didn't get straight down to home from work. instead, thon with es amour and ayu at wcp. was really enjoying the moments. lols. it's been ages since i last thon-ing.

Ouh okayss. i've been using toothpicks for my eyes, typing this entry. going to lala land (( :

much love,
umairah xoxo

Make me yours tonight, Let me die in your arms;
10:30 PM

Thursday, April 13, 2006

OhMyFeetHurtsSoMuch

Kickstart my day: Meet es amour and headed down to town. unfortunately, he had to rush down to work larh on that day. we shoped till we droped at Bugis village. lols. and he's fcukingly funny. he brought this very nice tees which cost around 15 bucks each. heh, nice shirts on a very nice price. ermsss, billabong mesh cap, and this very very nice bag which i think is worth his 25 bucks. the thing which really makes me laugh my ass off is when he went to the changing room just to try on the caps. lols. lame right? hee. i was laughing like hell man when he ask for a $15 off from a discounted price. the shop is really gonna closed down if theres 10 more customers like him. haha. then, around 5 pm we went to his workplace and just slag there.

" Treet teet teet teet" my hp vibrated. hanisah called and asked if she could join me. certainly she can larh. so, waited for her at es amour workplace, and chill with nisah and es amour during his break, then headed off to the airport to fetch lipen, nisah's guy. i was pissed off with smrt when we realised that the last train from tanah merah leaves at 11.15. so, we nisah forked out a few bucks and took the cab to changi airport. she was so excited and i can see her face glowing, full of joy when she sees : Taipei, confirmed. haha. tell you, she almost cried okay. haha. so happy for her. (( : and yarh, lipen, thanks for the socks! i love them. haha. you rocks arh lipen!
reached home around 3.30 am yesterday. was so tired that straight after bath and messaging es amour, i went straight to lala land. hee.

much love,
umairah xoxo

Make me yours tonight, Let me die in your arms;
10:18 PM