I carve YOUR name in my heart; PERMANENT.

Thursday, December 28, 2006

oh gosh today.
it sucks FAR MORE WORSE than hell.
i couldnt even think of any word to describe
how today has been for me cause i know today really sucks big time. ASSHOLE. toot toot tooooooot!
went to work today,
hoping that it will be far more better than the other working days.
but, it was just a dissapoinment.
my workplace is fucking blessed with a new room manager.
i MISS DEAR YENNI!
yenni pls come backkk!
okeh. so i was asked to packed 46 regular fries,
& have to settle the customer fries order at the same time.
& bloody hell i dont know why theres a
FUCKING BIG CROWD of HUNGRY GREEDY customers today!
& some crew drop the fries unintentionally on the floor.
& when this big asshole r.m waled passed the fries station,
with this rude tone, scolded me,
can you picked up the fries?!
& i was like.. wth.
cant you see i am busy? but i cant be bothered to fight back & just did as was told.
then, she went to cristy & speaks out loud,
"why she cannot pick up ah when i can pick them up?!"
& she points at me in front of the whole crew.
OMG. my adanaline rushes through my vessels & i can feel my blood boils ready to burst any moment. -_-
but i just kept quiet & continued with my work.
i was too busy to be bothered by this toot.
next, i went behind to count back my 46 regular fries.
& this fcuker came to me & ask what am i doing?
& of course i will say.. i am counting back the fries.
& she yelled & say.. why must you do double job?
you can count when you passd them the fires..
I DONT KNOW WHY SHES SO STUPID.
& its like STUPID BIG FCUKING DUHHHHHHHH!
of course to double check! & i answered...
"what if the fries we gave them doesnt meet 46? or what if it exceeds 46?"
i dont know how she became the room manager when she doesnt even do double check to confirm order! -_-
then she scolded & shout back at me..
"hello i am your manager! why are you answering me back?! Do you know that you are very rude?!"
BLOODY HELL!
YOU EARN PEOPLE RESPECT & PLS DONT EXPECT FOR PEOPLE TO RESPECT YOU WHEN YOU DONT EVEN MOTHERFUCKING KNOW HOW TO RESPECT PEOPLE!
talking to me like a dog?! you think i am your dog who you can kick around?!
No wonder she can only work in some fast food restaurant & not some sophisticated office. fcuking bloody hell!
& knowing that my blood has reached its optimum point,
rezal send me to ginza to collect some stuff from the other store
& later to IMM.
at least that helps me to cool down faster,
without seeing that stupid new room manager bloody hell mother fucker asshole face. CCB NB KPKB BBBB SBSB. %$^%$^)(@%)@$^
i know she will hate me until i leave that store
& i know, i will HATE MUCH MOREEEEE! fucking assssss!
never in my entire 8 months of working,
have i ever been rude to any authority higher than me.
thats because
THEY KNOW HOW TO EARN PEOPLE RESPECT YOU MOTHER FUCKER!

i dont wish to hate
but some people just fcuking asshole
make themselves DUMBASS.
okeh bye -_-

Make me yours tonight, Let me die in your arms;
11:58 PM

Monday, December 25, 2006

yesterday was fun.
met up with my so long never see larling, farah (:
she came over to my crib while waiting for me to get changed. hee.
ayn cant tag along as its family day for her. hish.
then, hit bugis street and i bought this eye-catching dress.
its ohhh la la please.
then, met salma & the three of us went to my class barbeque.
oh, & suren's place was fckuing far that i swear i almost doze off when making my journey there.
i seriously hate the oh so many overhead bridges that i have to cross
& the uphill that i have to climb
& the tonggang tembalik arrangement of the semi-detached houses.
scuks plsss.
& the journey back was freaking long that i almost missed the last bus back home can. hish.
okeh. the bbq was quite cock up actually.
expecting everything to turns up well,
but actually, when i went there,
freaking none of them knew how to start up the whole fire thingy.
me, farah, salma & aby like crazy fan and fan that stupid charcoal until some fire actuially starts up okey. -_-
reach home around 12.45am & slept at 4.30am.
& went to work at 10am later today.
i am fckuing shag and i need SLEEP.
okey bye.

xoxo,
umairah

some pictures in random we took:

she loves me!

RAWRR

& i love her too & she loves me back (:

salma rocks my UN-stinko socks!

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Make me yours tonight, Let me die in your arms;
9:51 PM

Sunday, December 24, 2006

today sucks real bad.
the attachment at that local shopping mall sucks big time.
eight solid hours without drinking or eating or sitting or toilet break.
& shouting, calling out orders. mcm sial like that seh.
oh & i met with so many types of customer today.
i just feel like blasting them. bloody hell.
if you cannot pronounce " FRESH MILK ",
then jolly well, go to the nearest supermarket,
& find the type of milk you want. ccb seh.
& there's no such thing as MEDIUM ICE LEMON TEA
for your stupid Kids Happy Meal okeh!
nb siaaa. want to pay $4 only... But, want med ILT.
if you want more, then PAY MORE larh! ccb. -_-

Thank God yesterday was pretty okeh.
went to sweetheart's crib yesterday
& help him to pack his stuff.
he's going on a holiday with his family for four days.
but i am missing him already. haa. (:

oh
& monday gonna be DOUBLE PAY!
woohoo. *giggles*
then school re-opens & back to mugging for end of year exam.
then i will be in second year! wooo.
okeh bye beautifulsss. ((:

sincerely,
umairah.

a momento taken before he went (:

Make me yours tonight, Let me die in your arms;
12:42 AM

Monday, December 18, 2006

Specially for my dearest sweetheart,

Time flies so fast.
It's already near seven months we've been together.
Through the thick & thins,
we overcomed those too.
the crying. the heartwrenching moment,
made me grow stronger
& feels for you more.
I still remember,
24 June 06.
the date i shall never forget.
though you think i dont remember.
the day i saw this soul.
i asked myself,
can this soul really brightens up my spirit?
i was unsure. i was half-hearted.
but then,
weird enough,
a stranger turns to a friend,
& later turns to a buddy i share my problems with,
& later turns to my heartbeat.
as days grows to weeks,
as weeks grows to months,
this feeling i can never explain,
grows stronger.
i whispered to myself,
i will never leave you.
& i know, i will never will.
This feeling i have can never me jotted down on a piece of paper.
only God knows how strong this feeling is.
i swore to myself,
i am hurt once.
i am hurt twice.
& i am hurt many times by your actions & words.
i knew we fought too much.
i knew we got too many differing views.
i knew we got too many communication problems.
But, my feeling towards you doesn't change.
i will love you like before, now, after & forever.
my feeling wont change even by a size of a pea.
not because of your money i am after with,
not bacause of your looks that i am after with,
not because of your career that i look up for,
but, i love you for who you are.
i love you because you are Mr. Dino Alfian.
when i closed my eyes,
its you i am thinking of.
when i opened my eyes,
its you i'm hoping to see.
how i just wish the world is ours.
then i can hug you & never let go.
i recite prayers hoping that God will blessed us to be together until i die.
i recite prayers for your long life.
i recite prayers for your safety.
i recite prayers for your ukhrawi.
just let me & God knows everything.

i know, this words i typed are just words,
actions speaks louder than words.
but i knew,
deep down inside,
there's only you in my heart.
Eternity...

-umairah.

Make me yours tonight, Let me die in your arms;
2:13 AM

Saturday, December 16, 2006

ouh la laa.
been stop updating for so long tt i leave this blog hanging for quite some time.
been fucking damn busy preparing for my common test exams
that i only get 2 hours of sleep each night for one whole week straight before common test.
been sitting in the library like nobody business
& chanting prokarytoes, adenosie, pyruvate, NADH & mutated DNA to myself.
hoping to get A's or at least a B+ for all the subjects.
i had put in my 99% effort pls (:
oh but that bitch copied for all her papers yet she denied.
she can even say " wahh first time ar aku rasa independent gitu... alhamdullilah paper okeh arh"
independent waklu lah setan.
padahal aku dah nampak kau tgk answer orang depan.
plain obvious siak. ccb.
just admit lah if you copied.
i dont give a motherfucking damn lah.
bebual mcm confident seh minah. tsk tsk.

ohhh
& NYP girls hockey team clinged the champion title,
beating np,sp,tp & the combined ite's.
i get to play keeper for 2 matches. [[=

& yessahh.
holidays! & i am in the holiday mood now!
i want to get my beauty sleep back can.
but i hate today because i am down with sorethroat.
when i speak, no one understands.
i must try hard to speak out & project my voice just to let people understand me! -_-

&& my father is kind enough to buy for me a digicam.
after i say, " bapak, nak digicam boleh?" [[=
i am over the moon pls when he say, "okeh, yok pergi jrg pnt beli digicam".
& he bought me this olympus 7.1megapixel, all-weather digi.
come with 1GB memory card & battery.
PLUS one more 1GB memory card & battery for free.
& a 5 year extended warranty for 75.
In all, it cost $577.

okeh, dunno what else to type.
got to get some sleep!
i am off!

i tried taking some pictures before my organic paper with salma.
& the quality is super. its clear gilerr.
pictures will be post later.
photobucket is fcuking slowwww giler bab...!

muchie love,
umairah

Make me yours tonight, Let me die in your arms;
12:40 AM