I carve YOUR name in my heart; PERMANENT.

Alhamdullilah.
I made it.
I passed all the modules and get myself a place for attachment which will start on 14 April.
Life has been really hectic for me now.
Undergoing training until 10 April.
Next Wednesday is going to be my 12 hour shift before I graduate from cptc.
8am to 8pm, 8pm to 8am. WOAH.
Sat & Sun I have to give tuition and work.

And I miss my Salma baby very badly.
All the ups and downs we've been through together for years in poly.
You are one of the reason I stayed up and pull through in this course.
Without you beside me, I only sees poly life as bleak and mundane.
And without you, I just want to graduate from nyp as soon as possible!
Since that incident, I have changed a lot.
I just wish that she hasn't climbed up the column and I just wish that I could grab her hands if i ever know she would fell.
We were seperated by an incident which I believe Allah has put us on test.
Pls treasure your friends before anything happens cause I just lost one precious gem...

Make me yours tonight, Let me die in your arms;
12:04 AM

It's been four days since my last final paper ends.
And I thought, there's a week break before I actually have to attend my cptc six weeks training. But, it was just a dream which never came true.
Right after the final paper, we had to head back to school on thurs and fri for some lame n.e project.
Followed by cptc training which started like TODAY. and it's only going to end at 10th April.
And right after the training, I will have my full four month attachment, WITHOUT any break.
LIKE HELLLLLLLOOOOO? Are we robots?
And I can feel how dreadful it is for most of my friends, having to travel from as far as Tampines to Jurong Island. HELL YEAH, i've been through that.
In fact, i've been travelling all the way from jurong extension to yck for like two years? sigh.

AND AND AND..
This whole "Mas Selamat the Singapore's most wanted terrorist" issue is making my heart race and my blood boils.
That man is making a lot of people suffer and that includes ME.
I have not been making any connection with him in terms of verbal or by text messages for like... FIVE days since he's missing?
My bf is fcccccccuuuukinnnngggg busy with his overly ambitious quest in tracking that jerk and has no time for me. And I have not met him since chinese new year.
I understand his job scope. BUT, I am human too alright.
For some GODDAMN reason, why does that Mas Selamat has to escape?! WHAT?!
Isn't there enough food at the detention centre? HELLLLLLLL ROAAARRRRRR!
AND why does Mr. Wong Kan Seng announce to the public only after four hours since he escaped?
Oh man. FOUR HOURS?! A lot of things might have happend.
And a public saw Mas Selamat 30 mins after he escaped, but did not report it to the higher authorities as he doesn't know anything about this whole mas selamat glam issue.
If only he have known earlier, that wanted man might have been caught red-handed. SIGH.
And who the hell does that Mas Selamat thinks he are?
Violation in the name of Islam?
Die in the name of Jihad?
These are some of the black sheeps which lower the whole reputition of our religion yang maha suci. Subhannalah.
Islam has never taught us to kill other people by attempting suicide bombing or plane crashing at changi airport. sigh.

So, for the mean time, I can't contact my loverboy until this case is at ease. SIGH.
Now, I might start brainstorming, how I can burn my weekends and at the same time, have fun.

My entry sound so political and dreadful.
Maybe, to add some sunshine :)
Seoul Garden was w-o-n-d-e-r-f-u-l.
And all the food there make my eyes glare. But, it was so sinful. ahha.
Ok, to make it appear less sinful, I shall say, it's a reward for the effort I've put in the final year exam. ahha.

And last Saturday was my cousin's wedding.
When I looked at this pictures, it reminds me of how fast my brother and sister has grown. ahha.

Make me yours tonight, Let me die in your arms;
11:17 PM