I carve YOUR name in my heart; PERMANENT.

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

It's been a week since Ramadhan.
I miss it.
First day of lebaran were two thumbs up. Cousins gathered together and shared the bond. Personally, I met my cousins only once a year. Pathetic, it is.
Third and the rest was celebrated with sweetheart's family. Though there's still no string attached between us, I already felt like I belong to their family. They treat me like one. They regard me like one. & I even call sweetheart's mum, mama.
& one of the days were celebrated with the hockey mates. I left halfway though. haha.
Very soon, Syawal will leave us behind.
And we will never know if we get to meet the upcoming month of forgivings next year. Insyallah.

& School has been really an asshole.
Bleak and mundane lectures.
And I still have to make eye contact with that bitch in my class.
And I think she still sucks like a bitch.
And after me and Salma has been going on with life without her,
She struggles to make connection with my other classmates whom in the past, she ditched and calling names.
She's always been pretending to do nice things to people just to make used of him/her.
& one of the victim has always been me.
I've had enough of this nonsence and I'm not your punching bag or free slave anymore.
Only me and Salma knows what kind of friend she is and how bitchy and mean she could be.
Two years is already more than enough and we don't wish to suffer any further.
Maybe someday, I could publish her picture here and tell everyone what kind of human she can be.
Even animals behaves better than her.
ok enough.
I don't wish to spoil my mood now.

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at alif's place

blooming roses yuh? :P

don't ask me what's wrong with fid lol

Happy humanoids

Shes FCUKING cute. Agree?

Only two yet poses like ten

Ahhhhhh. Cute.

CUTE. lol

& most importantly, raya will never be the same without...

HIM

Make me yours tonight, Let me die in your arms;
4:59 PM

Thursday, October 11, 2007

I don't know what I should do.
Oh tuhan, this is so depressing.
I'm in the state of confusion.
Stuck in between lines, leaving my tongue too numb to speak.
I doubt I'm strong enough to let those words slip off from the tip of my tongue.
Caught. Caught again with decisions making.
Oh how I hate it very much.
The episodes I have to faced after letting everything go is what I'm suppose to be worried about.
My Oh My. gasp.

Make me yours tonight, Let me die in your arms;
12:48 AM

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

Went shopping with my second family last week.
But Geylang wasn't our option like many.
It's really conjested with human traffics.
If I don't find the necessity to go there, then I won't.
Hit Peninsular to get Daniel's his skinny and shoe.
I wonder why are coloured skinnies now a forte to many trendy wankers here heh? tsk.

They are like my parents already. heee.

The recently NYAA ceremony was held in NYP.
It was super bleak and mundane.
All I do there was sit and rot.
I can see the watery eyes of Hazlin complaining she's sleepy,
Fit was macam cacing kepanasan,
Sirin was busily playing the cooking watsoever game
& Joan was already asleep on her seat.
Yes, that's how lame this kind of formal ceremony could be. bleahh.
After that, the guys wanted to check out their jersy and it took them like forever to choose the right one. lol.
Went to broke fast together later.
& I did enjoy myself the whole day. [:

It's a formal event, yet I'm wearing flipflops.

MUNDANE.

In the auditorium.

The President.

They always do this when they get bored. lol

Fit's stuck in between balls. lol

Make me yours tonight, Let me die in your arms;
1:29 AM

Wednesday, October 03, 2007

Updating blogs has been a hassle for me lately.
But fortnightly won't kill i guess. heeeee.
Alhamdullilah. It's already 20 days my muslims has fast.
& Lailatul Qadar I won't miss this year.
Terawih has been an on and off thingy for me this year due to work, trainings and etc.
Time flies. But I hope there's a pause in the middle.
And this major virus has been annoying me for weeks.
Tried so many ways removing it off from my computer but to no avail.
It's a zipfile entitled image36.zip. I deleted it and emptied my recycle bin already though!
BUT IT JUST WON'T GET OUT!
Any recommendations on FREE virus remover anyone? -_- PUHLESEEEE. I'm desperate now.
& I think I woke up from the wrong side of bed again today.
In an instant, the idea of giving my hair some panaromic curls strikes back. But, I can feel the reluctance of doing so.
Sweetheart's cousin told me of a place which does perming for only $25.
Tapi aku takut pulak rambut aku jadi kerinting bastard. mampos seh.
Worst raya hair disaster man. -_-

You see you see! Like the one Lindsay Lohan has! GORGEOUS!What curls is it call? any idea anyone? HAHA.

Make me yours tonight, Let me die in your arms;
12:32 AM