I carve YOUR name in my heart; PERMANENT.

Monday, February 16, 2009

I'm totally disappointed on a few individual who under estimate young talents.
Don't we deserve any chance to show that we actually inherit the potential to educate and nurture the younger society?
I bought stickers due to the intense excitement jumping in me.
But later found out that I was eager over nothing.
I swear I was totally dumbfounded when I was told about the issue (inside story).

BUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

I just got to know from a contract teacher today that...
I can send as many applications as I want to NIE per year.
I was super duper dumb to think that I am restricted to only one application per year.

BODOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

So, right after sch, I rushed home and applied again.
Hopefully, I will get shortlisted and not repeat the same interview mistakes I did previously.

Insyallah. Amin...

Make me yours tonight, Let me die in your arms;
9:54 PM

Friday, February 13, 2009

I'm so elated.
I'm going head over heels.
EXAMS FINALLY OVER.
The two weeks of intense studying is draining my evergy to the last bit.

As a reward, I went out with Salma today.
We went swimming and later splurge ourselves with food :D
We were two slenge humans on earth.
Went swimming without any towel, and later used tissue papers to dry ourselves. HAHAHA.

Ok great. Starting work real soon. I'm just hoping for the best.
Quit my barista job already.
I won't be able to cope with three jobs.

I'm human. NOT a robot.

It's been three long weeks since I saw my favourite boy.
I hope he's doing fine. I've planned something special for him this sat.
Hope everything turns out well :) hehe.

Shiela dear, here I come :D:D:D

Make me yours tonight, Let me die in your arms;
12:11 AM

Thursday, February 05, 2009

It's been two weeks plus since we last met.
I can only meet him after my annoying exams are over which is on the 14th Feb, in coincidence with Val.
Thus, I suggested a short Batam gateway, away from bustling town.
And we could indulge in spa and message, followed by seafood dinner by the beach.
Star gaing at night and some shopping therepy to end the day.
But, he insisted that he couldn't make it overseas even if it's a fast one, and it's beyond his control.
Then just now, he called and asked if I would like to join him with his men (bringing their wives/gfs) to a 2D1N trip to KL.
How do you think I would feel, people?

Thought that I could spend time with him since I missed him so much.
Ending up?
I was mad and asked him why out of the sudden, he's able to organise a trip out of Singapore, with the support of his men.
And you know what he told me?

Eh, why you never change uh? Pls la, change lah.

WHATTT???!!!
Now, you point finger at me and says it's my fault?
When in the first place, you told me that you can't make it away from Singapore?
This is so crazy.

Bottomline is, pls people.
Show me, who is at fault?
I don't even know how the fight broke out.
That's one of the biggest problem in my four years relationship with him.

COMMUNICATION BREAKDOWN.

BUMMER.

Make me yours tonight, Let me die in your arms;
11:02 PM