I carve YOUR name in my heart; PERMANENT.

Right now, I am sitting down, wondering why is my life so stagnant.
I got so many plans for my future. But, it seems that it's still a far cry for me.
I am seriously sick of being look down upon. Even people close to my heart is capable of doing so. He just tore and ripped my heart without him knowing. Well, I am immune to it already.
I guess, life is always unfair.

There are two things I am afraid of doing.
First, marrying a man I love but incapable of giving me a happy life because of serious differences we have.
Secondly, not marrying someone I am slowly falling for because my soul is tied to the one I am with.

I think I am in this situation.
I hate and disgusted with myself for setting myself up in this kind of complexity.

I hate the fact that I am growing up too fast.
How I wish I was a baby where everything was so carefree.

Sigh.

Make me yours tonight, Let me die in your arms;
11:09 PM