This is not as easy as it seems.
Day time, I will immerse myself in work and trying my best to laugh at funny children.
I try my best to console myself and telling myself that I deserve better.
Somehow, work help me to move on with life. I didn't look at my hp that much to check for any missed calls or msgs from him.
But, by night, the pain haunts me.
Each night, without fail, I will cry myself to sleep.
I tried my very best not to send him any msgs. I am not chasing this fellow anymore.
All this have to be put to a stop.
Let him find me and not vice versa. I want him to learn his lesson and not taking me for granted.
Deep down inside, I still love him more than ever, no matter what shit he threw me.
sigh.
Make me yours tonight, Let me die in your arms;
11:50 AM