I carve YOUR name in my heart; PERMANENT.

My brain is as sick as the dead fishes in the sea, polluted by chemical x.
It feels like thick greenish liquid slowly oozing out from the brain cells.
My head feels as heavy as a four litre water bag.
The stress level i'm facing nowadays is getting from bad to worse.
In addition to the communication breakdown i'm facing with my parents recently, just made my tummy turned cartwheels most of the time.
& the more than enough project works, assignments and tests coming up.. Oh, they are just making me more miserable.

Thank God for meeting me with Alfian. He's really there for this whole week when i really need someone to lean and cry on the shoulder. He's there to give a hug and comfort me. I feel so secured and assured that everything will turns up well soon when my body wraps around his strong arms. Though i'm really down, he did whatever he could to paint a smile on my face. From the Singapore Arts Festival to the escape theme park to the movies marathon- pirates of carribean and shrek to the baby sitting and to the pigging out. Day after day. Thank you very much sweetheart. I appreciate it loads sweetheart. Contented, I am.

Ouhhhh. I just want to grow up fast with a good career. So that I can get married and have my own family. Where I am free from doing projects with irresponsible idiots and memorising stupid semi batch reactors characteristics. The giggle from my baby will sounds like a lullaby to me; the cure for my exhaustion. And I will have my own home so that I don't have to argue with my parents over slightest things anymore. Sigh.

Oh && I AM OFFICIALLY BROKE NOW PLS.

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Make me yours tonight, Let me die in your arms;
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