I carve YOUR name in my heart; PERMANENT.

Oh
Recently, I find it a burden to constantly update my blog like I used to.
So many things had happened in such a short time.
The three days Expresso training was really an experience for me.
The art of coffee making is vast.
A talented barista can never be created in just a month.
it takes donkey years to be one.
i learnt how to make a beautiful latte, cappucino and flat white.
the beauty of the coffee depends on the steam/frosted milk with no bubbles. hee.
making flat white is quite a struggle for me.
i am so looking forward in starting this new job of mine. haaaa.
& now, i get so easily irritated by anything and everything.
out of the blue moon, i will feel like biting someone ears and started to pull my hairs.
i really don't know why. $^%^%#^$#
& i find him very very fcuking irritating.
it is like, he's following everywhere i go and talking abnormally to me.
& he will constantly asking me, " mai are you okeh? you need some rest. you look so tired you should sit. mai why you look so angry. "
& he will give me messages saying minor stuff.
I AM SOOOOOOOO STRESS UP WITH HIM!
I just need some space in between please.
I need some air to breath.
GIVE ME A BREAK PLEASE.

Just an unforgetable experience that i will never forget.
I really freaking don't know that the two girls in the course were actually a lesbian couple.
one of them were freaking nice to me.
there was one incident when she offered to wash my jug, threw the bubbles from my froth, insisting of me following her to the pool and hold the umbrella for me.
no doubt, i didn't have any thoughts of her as a lesbian.
not until when am told me she's actually a lesbian.
& this girl actually ask if i'm straight or also a lesbian.
& if i have any feelings for any girl before.
& she says my face doesn't look like i'm totally straight.
like wth. i was so freak out man.
am told me she LOVE malay girls.
Let me get this clear,
I AM STRAIGHT PLS. THANK YOU.
There is so many weird people in this world.
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
&& sweetheart is coming back this sunday!
I can't wait like &*$%^#$^.
I am soooo excited macam beruk please.
I miss him terribly.
HAHA. okeh that's so random.
okehbye.

I am straight [:

much love,
umairah.

Make me yours tonight, Let me die in your arms;
3:13 PM