I carve YOUR name in my heart; PERMANENT.

Love is in the air for many.
Happy Valentine's Day people. smooch.
Life has been a super duper hassle for me.
too many things are happening on the same time.
i am just too confused that sometimes,
i just can't be bothered by it anymore.

Mother.
A strong word with a strong emotional meaning.
I agreed at first.
But when i look at this human who i called emak,
my heart just poundered twice.
she's the person who gave birth to me.
she's the person who breastfeed me.
she's the person who hold my tiny hands when i don't know how to walk.
she's the person who took care of me when i am sick.
she's the person who cleared and washed away my faeces when i was a baby.
she's the person who cuddles me tight when i was a baby.
the list will just goes on and on.
there's too many things that this angel did for me.
even if i gave all my 50 years pay to her,
it can never sums up to repay her deeds.
without her, i won't be here & see the world.
i will do anything for her happiness.
thus, mum, you know the decision i've made.
i love you.
only a human know what is happening.
& i want to thank that human.
thank you...

alhamdullilah.
i can kiss goodbye to that fcuking place.
just a day working in brunomagli makes me feel how horrible ssc-mcd can be.
in fact, i can earn double!
just that, i can't recall how many times did i yawned when i stood there rotting waiting for customers.
tell me who will spend $300 to $900 for a pair of hand-made italy shoes
& who will spent $1080 for a calf-skin hand made bag from italy?
RIDICULOUS.
i just hope that i can get the permanent part-time place there.
pls pls pls i want it badly...

so its 14 Feb today.
Happy Valentine's Day people.
actually, muslims can't even celebrate it.
it is meant for the yahudis. Jews in specific.
but spending time with your loved ones won't go against it.
but i spend time with my beloved engineering mathematics book today instead.
sweetheart's inside his camp for duty.
i am use to that already so it's okeh [:
bought for sweetheart a dry-fit nike top which cost me over 50bucks & a i love you box with 20 heart candies inside smittened with special written scraps.
he gave me this pretty bag from CHECK, cost him 70bucks.
i choose so i know the price. haha.
& he bought me this gorgeous necklace with my name engraved on it; with "1920" behind it. represents something. haha.

much love,
umairah

Make me yours tonight, Let me die in your arms;
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