I carve YOUR name in my heart; PERMANENT.

Ya Allah,
i feel like dying man.
my throat is getting from bad to worse.
i dont think i can taste bitterness or sweetness of food.
my block nose is hindering me from making me happy ):
& my cough is freaking scary.
i cough like 34894235 time per hour.
till i hear some tsk tsk from some idiots in the lecture room during organic science lecture just now. nabei.
its not like i purposely force myself to cough like man. cb.
& my voice sounds more like a haggard old man now.
this feeling is toturing
& i am worried myself.

oh. yesterday.
suppose to have a hockey match against the ITE's.
but, they cancelled it halfway. idk why.
this is so stupid. cancelling a match which gonna start in another less than 24 hours. nabu.
oh nvm.
so, it is replace by the girls from st. theresa girls school.
its a pure harsh game.
i ran like a mad goat chasing and defending one of the player. -_-"
& one thing happend.
one of my hockey partner get her tiny right finger injuered.
our coach send us to SGH straight after i finish the game.
without removing shin pads, wearing the long black socks and boots, and shorts,
we rushed her to SGH.
i felt so awkward when everyone look at us.
da lah masuk mcm hospital mcm nak main bola at padang,
kena pikul bags plus hockey stick pulak tu.
she had to get the nail of her tiny right finger removed.
plus her skin was thorn and i could see her flesh.
so, the surgeon had to cut a bit of her skin from her palm
and paste it to the flesh with missing skin.
thats pure nasty.
she cried when given the injection to numb her hand.
& i swear i was half way closing my eyes when i saw it.
i can see the needle slowly making its way to the veins, under her skin.
& she was squeezing my hands and all i can do was watch
and be there for her.
her mum & god father came 2 hours later and i sat there until 10.30.
left sgh at 11, before she finish her minor surgery.
i pity her.
well, take care my dear friend.
oh well, we won the match by 1-0.

muchie love,
umairah

Make me yours tonight, Let me die in your arms;
9:20 PM