I carve YOUR name in my heart; PERMANENT.

met sweetheart today and yesterday.
but, i am still going to miss him
when he's out for training at tekong for 2 weeks. damn.
no handphone. no nothing.
so, we have to lose contact for 2 weeks. big damn.
so yesterday, met sweetheart & later breakfast with his family
at Soprano pizza.
i ate just a piece of pathetic pizza.
close friends whould know why. HAHA.
then, met his uncle, ayah man and anutie, ibu.
his parents tag along and hop in to pathetic sweetheat have no license car.
since he have no license, ayah man drove the car instead.
we went to geylang red light district to get a glimpse of how geylang nightlife is.
many prostitutes, mostly bapoks lah seh. tsk tsk.
then, went to mustapha centre to get dates & thosai for my parents.
reached home around 12.30am.

then today, met sweetheart again.
he's late as usual but refused to do the punishment he has to do.
then, catch a movie, " stay alive"
sweetheart claims its a nice movie.
but, i think, its super lame lah.
like so crappy like that okeh.
no gore = no fun.
i was actually looking forward for the movie to be a gore one.
but, its just a dissapointment.
then, followed sweetheart to visit his uncle, along at changi hospital.
the whole lot were waiting for us already down there.
ate half of a kebab & find myself losing appetite already.
oh gosh. i was super freaking sad man when i walk past the wads.
ward 38, bed no. 2. still fresh in my mind.
the day i lost my beloved grandma.
& theres the wad, right smack in front of me.
& the person lying on the bed, looks like my late grandma.
i miss her. haiz.
then, the whole lot of us went to eastpoint.
sweetheart bought me a pair of turf shoe & a hockey ball since i dont have any. haha.
thank you sweetheart.
cost around $100 in total.
its red plus white with this nike logo on it.
its super nice.
then, went home & reach home around 12. (:
oh boy, i am so going to miss sweetheart voice.

& damn it. today after 5 hours of enduring thirst & hunger,
i can say goodbye to my today fasting
bacause of one stupid mistake. haiyo.

oh next weds & thurs got hockey match.
wish me luck. hehe. (:

much love,
umairah

Make me yours tonight, Let me die in your arms;
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