I carve YOUR name in my heart; PERMANENT.

its already a week since i last updated.
raya for me this year appears so bleak.
except for the first day which in really indugle myself in.
the rest of the days were real pathetic.
had to go to school.
tutorials. lectures. labs. reports. projects.
i am sick of it.
now my brain is going through a torture chamber
& it seems that my energy were all absorbed
by the long journey from & to campus. sucks.

went to the cinema with aby & salma yesterday.
northpoint cinema is the nearest from our campus.
catch Rob-B-Hood. mandarin movie.
it was super awesome & we sat at the theatre like nobodys business.
laughing our ass off and sitting like our own bedroom (:
the movie is better than the DOA that i watched with sweetheart last sunday.

oh and idk.
tiny black spots appears on my right hand.
& on the surface of my tummy,
very red "vein- looking" kinda thing bulged out; which
gave me a horrendous itch.
i am having frequent headaces
plus nowadays,
i am easily tired.
though from the whole day i did was only sit in room for 6 hours.
the cough i am getting has worsen and i am getting chills on and off.

today, as early as 5.30am,
i was only awaken by a flying cockroach in the bathroom,
right after i finished my shower.
i gave a shriek lah.
back then, my eyes were half open & my mind was blank.
then, i think sweetheart got his pms today cause he's different on the phone just now.
i am too tired to think about this already.
i was 15 minutes late for my engineering maths lecture just now.
plus i went back home 1 hour later from all my other friends.
when i was more than nearly completed my project engineering drawing,
the computer i was using got stuck and hang.
i feel like crying man.
there goes all my 1 1/2 hours of hard work! nabei.
so, i had to re-do the whole stupid shit one more time. cb.
its not my day.
oh & i had to complete my personal development project today
plus my biochemical lab report.
this is more worse tha sucks sia. haiz.

projects and more projects waiting for me.
this sucks. i am sick of life and i am sick of love.
it seems like it will never be an end to it.
i dont know.
okay. bye.

umairah.

Make me yours tonight, Let me die in your arms;
7:20 PM