I carve YOUR name in my heart; PERMANENT.

Five days had passed since that night.
i asked God,
why is life so weird?
when the person you love most is gone,
you cried all night & wish he would call you back
and fix things up.
but, when he came back & asked for your heart to open
& accept him back, youkept quiet.
i was reluctant.
i hold back my hand & in a sudden,
i became strong.
i felt that in a sudden,
i can live without you.
though there's still love & concern feeling towards you.
but, it's not as strong as last time. as i used to.
it's fading.
you have to give me time to start learning to love you back.
though its hard, maybe, i could give it a try.
this fragile heart of mine sympathized you
& would consider having you back after everything you did.
but, i learnt my mistake.
i cant love you whole heartedly.
cause if i do, & if you ever did this again,
i shall cut my wrist until i die.
goodbye.

Make me yours tonight, Let me die in your arms;
10:18 PM