I carve YOUR name in my heart; PERMANENT.

oh, i am super shag by all the walking.
work at changi airport as a surveyor is fucking tiring.
you have to go about asking opinions about the service the staff gave.
then, you will face some rejections while minority were successful.
i just hate rejections. it makes me feel like bullshit.
frankly, those foreigners are much more polite than singaporeans.
though i have the singaporean blood running in me,
i am not embarassed to say this. cause, i am just stating fact.
working with sirin is fun.
we laughed. we shopped. we walked around. HAHA.
it's quite an awkward job for me though.
when you stepped near the shop in the airport,
the staff there will look at you with that " fake welcome smiley " face.
cause, if not, they won't enjoy the incentives that they will get if their service is good.
sounds an impressive job? hell no seh. PENAT okeh.
every staff from the shops in the airport has known me and sirin i bet.
cause, they have been told that persons in blazers will be conducting surveys to judge their performance.
then there you have, a bunch of hipocrites that will say " hi welcome " when we walked pass their shop. HAHA. gerek dok.
oh but now, i already feel like quitting this job.
it's tiring plus boring && i hate formal attire. makes me look older than seventeen. -_-

okeh, i am missing sweetheart terribly.
i swear i miss him terribly that i can cry
& hold his picture on my hands and kiss it 100 time. HAHA. really.
oh ohh i really hope he book out this sunday. pls pls pls God.
& because of his stupid life firing, he cant book out this saturday.
super leceh larh army. -_-
oh & his super sweet seh just now on the phone.
i dont know what's got into him but i what i know, i am melting. gaga.
MELTTTTTTT!

okeh, tmrw meeting sirin at tanjong pagar to colect the documents first before heading to changi airport. saya penat sekali. goodbye.

much love,
umairah.

Make me yours tonight, Let me die in your arms;
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