I carve YOUR name in my heart; PERMANENT.

just came back from the solatul terawih.
i feel totally light & free performing solatul jemaah.
the sense of remorse can be touched & feel deeply.
i was deeply engrossed until i didnt realise its already 10.30pm.

Ya Allah, kau berkatilah bulan ramadhan tahun ini dgn segala rahmatmu.
Kau ampunikanlah segala dosa ibu bapaku.
Kau tempatkanlah arwah kedua-dua belah pihak nenek dan datuk ku
di tempat orang-orang yang beriman.
Kau ampunilah dosa-dosa ku serta dosa-dosa muslimin dan muslimat di mana
jua mereka berada.
Kau lah yang maha penyayang lagi maha pengampun.
Kau panjangkanlah kedua dua umur ibu bapaku
dan sayangilah mereka sebagaimana mereka menyayangi aku sejak kecil lagi.
Kau tempatkan lah aku di syurga firdaus mu dan jauhilah aku dari azab api neraka.
Kau bukakanlah pintu rezeki ku seluas luasnya.
Kau kekalkan lah jodoh aku dgn Alfian sehingga ke anak cucu.
Amin...

Mum bring me to visit the private docter today.
cost her $46.
I have to finished the whole lot of new medication.
suppose to have hockey training today.
but, cant make it since i am sick.
& my cough arnt getting any better.

fought again with sweetheart today.
he asked if i want to go seperate ways or still with him.
the answer is obvious.
i still love him.
like past & always the present.
this feeling wont change no matter an inch it is.
i love you alfian...

sincerely,
umairah

Make me yours tonight, Let me die in your arms;
10:41 PM