I carve YOUR name in my heart; PERMANENT.

it's already the third day of ramadhan.
but, none of these days did my family gathered to break fast together.
first day of ramadhan, break fast with sweetheart's family at his place.
second day, break fast with sirin at geylang.
so tomorrow, i really hope i can break fast with my siblings at least.
but tomorrow mum's not working and so do i.
so, i won't miss this golden chance.
except for dad's working and will only be back after isyak.

today is super cock up day.
boss said that me and sirin were paused from our surveyor job for a period of time.
this makes me feel that we're fired seh! macam sial larh.
boss also big fuck.
he doesn't know how to call one day before in advance is it?
why must last minute then call me and ask me to come to his office to meet him.
limit limit, when saw his face, to my horror, he said,
" pls pass all your completed surveys froms".
I was fucking shock! i swear i am.
then, there goes everything. i don't meet their 12 surveys per hour target.
so, off i go. ) : sedih okeh.

oh, and has anyone got the cure for coughing?
my cough has worsen nowdays.
i ahve been suffering from severe coughing since the alst 1 month.
then just now, when i breathe, i can feel someone is like pressing against my heart.
& its fucking painful. & my stomach feel like tumbling already.
worse still, after a long time without cat fights,
sweetheart & me fought again.
another terrible fight which leave me in pain.
i just dont know what has happen tonight.
but, everything i did seems wrong to him tonight.
he also doesnt talk like he usually did.
nvm. hati sakit. chest pon sakit. sakit otak.
okeh buhbyes.

much love,
umairah.

Make me yours tonight, Let me die in your arms;
12:33 AM