I carve YOUR name in my heart; PERMANENT.

Happy Birthday Singapore.

Today was super cork up seh.
I swear i didn't enjoy going out today.
I cannot even get to catch a glipse of the fireworks.
NOT even in teevee. super cork up sia.
sweetheart have to book in back camp at 11pm today.
i was quite shocked when he met me today without bringing his humongous totie bag which he usually brings when he meets me and has to book in back the same day.
he left it at home and planned to go home first,
take his stuff, and later go to his auntie house to jenguk baby iffah.
he say i should have told him that i want to watch fireworks. -_-"
so, ohkay, i was quite pissed off but i didn't show it.
today was super lame larh.
jalan jalan and jalan until we don't even know where to go.
so, just naik train and go home seh. so stupid kan.
oh and just now he called.
again, we fought.
i am beginning to naik jemu with all this fightings we have been through.
he says, we have to overcome it together.
But, frankly, i am jelak already. -_-"
he scolded me for something small which i think, is something we don't have to fight on. *smacks head*
he promised me he would change.
But, i don't know if he's even trying.
nvm. i shall wait for miracle to happen.

he really hates it when i don't want to buy the stuff that i like in the shop. he will force me to buy but i will strongly rejected. then, he will just keep quiet all the way. the problem is, he's paying for it and i don't like people buying for me things. like one malay proverb says, " hutang duit boleh dibayar, hutang budi dibawa mati ". he didn't tell me that he's unhappy with me for this reason and keeps it to himself. he told me when we talked over the phone and then we fight, meleret... pathetic sia.

i think, the best gift that he could have given me is just to have at least the whole day for me. But, i guess it's impossible. one thing i hate about him is that, he's in army. and, those in army only spends 0.1548 of their time with their gf but 99.5445 time in camp. right dina? haaas.

i gonna screw up my m.s test tmrw.
cannot study after the fight.
though this may sound dumb,
but hell yarhhh. i gonna screw up.
still in chapter 4. .2 more chaps to go.
so far, only 0.5% of the facts has been digested.

xoxo,
umairah

Make me yours tonight, Let me die in your arms;
11:16 PM