I carve YOUR name in my heart; PERMANENT.

seriously, i am breaking down right now. after one problem, comes another without the first one being unsolved. i feel alone right now, without any friends by my side except for this kind soul who has been by my side since school opens. i recalled the time i said "hello, what do you want to it arh?" to her. haahs. thats so cute , right? thank you salma... i was rather pissed off when this friend of mine, refusd to teach me about y chemical engineering principle just because i called him cincaluk. i can still remember the msg he sent me, " nvm. i study on my own. u study well okay. buat sakit hati jerhs " and i was like... urgh ( can't describe that feeling). i didn't expect anything in return by teaching him some maths stuff... but, i just want to clarify with him how to do that mass flowrate thing. erms, nvm. talking about this makes my head turns more.

Another terrible thing: i fought with another friend of mine. salma told me that shes angry when i shoved her away when shes trying to calm me over that humiliation thing. i am just too angry and pissed off when she's also the one who laughed the hardest. my feeling was.. urgh. so, i am thinking of switching poly. to s.p larhs. people, pray for me okay. ( :

malas nak update lagiks. lols. tmrw got extra lesson for c.e.p. so bodohs. daaa!

much love,
umairah.

Make me yours tonight, Let me die in your arms;
11:30 PM