I carve YOUR name in my heart; PERMANENT.

I feel like posting an entry which is a random feeling i ever have. haahs. make this a short entry:

Woke up very late today. 12pm. thanks to all the chatting i did yesterday till 3 am. haahs. really exhausted from all the studying and brain cracking i had. i still got 3 more topics to cover for my calculus maths. haven't even start my inorganic chemistry revisions. semestral project is not even half way complete. haven't even typed out the whole resume for comm skill. studying for chemical engineering principles and material science is a far cry. and i got only... less than 3 days to do all this. haha. i am a dead goose already. better dig my own grave to get ready. haahs. i got many things to think about actually. now, i always suffer from migraine which is killing me. it's damn painful that even crazy pigs can't stand it. hahaha. going to cabut from work larh tmrw and sunday. i got to finish my work first. mom always say, " get your diploma first, then you can think about working ". haahs. i love mom. going to meet redzuan at 8 today for a jog. then, got to settle some stuffs- projects, assignments, resumes. brain cracker! fcuk you!
oh okay, got to go.... library and study on my own. (:

Specially to my special friend,
deep in my heart.

Dearest _______,
i know u're suffering deep inside even when u're smiling. i know u're crying inside though u're laughing. maybe, u must be thinking, God is unfair to you. but, remember, whatever happen in your life, there's a reason behind it. you may suffer now, but, you can't uncover the rest of the chapters in your life. be strong my girlfriend. be really strong. if you feel weak one day and just feel like breaking down, remember, i am always here. i will try to be your strength for you to continue your life. i believe, one day, God will open your parents eyes and they will soon realise, which child of theirs is the glass and which is the gold. always remember, God is always with you whenever you go. . . i sayang you many many (:
God Bless You child.

much love,
umairah.

Make me yours tonight, Let me die in your arms;
2:10 PM