I carve YOUR name in my heart; PERMANENT.

Ya Allah,

Please help my lost friend. Please give her enough strength to face this cruel life of hers. i just hope her parents agree and then, i will have a new family member. I fcukingly hate her parents. wtf. Mum and dad decided to take her away from the pain. rescue her before she goes beyond the boundary. last time, in my eyes, i saw a kindled spirit with a joyous laughter. but now, it shatters. she's not who i use to know. all because of her parents. i hate them.

Switch my handphone to silent mode just when the alarms starts ringing. to sleepy to notice that i've actually slept back after pressing the snooze button. slept for only a pathetic two hours, struggling to finish my lab report. school starts at 8 am today. thus, i have to be awake by 5.30am. the bus is packed like a can of sardines and people was like pushing, trying to get themselves into the bus. luckily, i get into the bus before hand. if not, i am going to miss it and be late for my engineering maths lecture. haah.

Lab session id fcukingly irritating today. my pair is the first one to give a successful result. we made copper oxide just now! its amazingly long larhs. its the first time i am dealing with pump to suck in the water from the solution of NaOH and dissolved CuO. the mak ayam says i didn't pay attention just beacause i was looking at what she's doing to my CuO. She needs a tissue and expects me to know that she needs it without telling me she needs it. confusing? i know. hee.>_<

Not going to work nest saturday and sunday. got to study for my coming tests. it's not going to leave a good impression of me if i flung my first test. impressions do counts okays. haah. been really busy with life nowadays. es amour kinda of pissed off with me, saying that now, i have lesser time with him. since hockey training is on wednesday and friday, i can't go out with him when he's free. anyhow, i still enjoy the trainings though its quite tough. haah.

enough for now. got to sleep. yahoos! tomorrow lecture gonna start at 1 pm. i can sleep a longer period of time. and yarhs, first report, a B+. not bad right. haah. tomrrow school gonna end late since there's hockey training tmrw. yays!

much love,
umairah.

Make me yours tonight, Let me die in your arms;
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