I carve YOUR name in my heart; PERMANENT.

I guess i will never fought with anyone in a new study environment. yet, it's untrue. things really heat up and gets spiced up. i just couldn't take in when anyone saying that i am rude to my parents without even knowing me well enough to judge me. in others eyes, i may smile. but deep inside, sorrows are bulding its nest. i once thought of quitting half way. but, when i remembered about that incident, i promised myself to endure and fight it through. frankly speaking, i pissed off very easily. i hate that and i try to learn to be a stronger person. but, true enough, i failed. i don't care if people gonna say that i am too emotional. hate me for all i care. like the way i am and don't expect me, making any changes to satisfy you. haish. i was totally pissed off with my dear friends will i eventually shed tears. it's unbearably hurtful for me. after a quarrel with c, b called in and asked me to pass her a few bucks as she is short of a few bucks. thus, i just agreed. waited for that damn teacher to pause for a while. with my wallet and hp on my hand, i was ready to set off. but, amazingly, b was already inside the lecture room. from the look of her face, can see that she's quite angry with me. i asked " bila kau masok. aku tak nampak pon" and she she said " smlm arh". i was totally pissed off. see, i told you i pissed off easily. adding on, she said " mai, aku suruh kau kluar, kau tak kluar seh". haissh. was going to go out when she was already inside. i just keep in silence cause i really hate fighting with my friend. I MISS MY SEC. SCH FRENS. I WANT THEM BADLY! I HATE POLY! I WANT TO BE IN SEC. SCH BACK!

okay.
meeting es amour tmrw.
got to go to bed!
enough emo-ing!
i HATE 24 July.

much love,
umairah

Make me yours tonight, Let me die in your arms;
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